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01:25pm 24/09/2005
 
mood: chipper
music: MCR-The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You
well I havent updated this since like July... And I was really bored
so i decided to update ... umm... yeah... well, I saw Corpse Bride last
night and it was really good, i teared lol. Um, it was crazy in town
last night, everyone was out. I thought I lost my glasses and flipped out
and me, nicole, paige, and tony were screaming at eachother and it was funny...
I was really hyper last night and we were like hopping around lol. I saw
Jac, Jen, Mazz, Luke, Mikey, Zac, and Andrew... I talked to jac for a while
and we got starbucks. it was fun. today im just having ppl over.
 
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Don't say we're healing when its just not what we do.   
03:28pm 07/06/2005
 
mood: content
music: Head Automatica- The Razor
This weekend... Friday i saw The Sisterhood Of The Traveling Pants with my dad.
Saturday I went shopping with Skye and she got a load of stuff
Sunday i went to the beach and got sunburn on my chest and it hurts.

<3
 
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Baby is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel. The beating of your heart, baby.   
07:42pm 31/05/2005
 
mood: chipper
music: Head Automatica- The Razor
Well the weekend was kind of boring except I went to the beach club
for the first time since last summer on Sunday and Monday. I just
hung out and went in the pool and stuff. The pool wasn't too bad.
The ocean had lots of pretty shells. It was hotter than RVC.

 
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The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket.   
09:23pm 28/05/2005
 
mood: content
music: Incubus-Wish You Were Here
Today i was supposed to hangout with Jen and Jac but things didn't work out
so I ended up going to Matt's (Sullivan) graduation with my parents. So I
hung out with Jeanette and her cousins and then Kieran's brother and sisters
came because they are also Jeanettes cousins but Kieran didn't come because
he was away with Scaduto. So we talked about movies and stuff and ate food.
Then we watched TV and ate desert. Then I left with my brother and now I'm here
talking online and listening to music.

♥♥♥
 
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But the loneliness is too much...for me to handle.   
08:31pm 26/05/2005
 
mood: calm
music: Atreyu-A Vampire's Lament
Today was another BORING day at school. I got to miss one period of Liv Env.
Cause i had a Chorus lesson.

I really hope my parents let me go to From First To Last.
I really really really wanna go!!!!

 
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Don't you ever think for once second that i will forget the reasons that i cired.   
02:57pm 25/05/2005
 
mood: cranky
music: From Autumn To Ashes- Lilacs And Lolita
Today was another boring day at school. Nothing good happened.
Except I finally got my belts back. Except they were THROWN at
me rather than just handed to me. What the fuck is that? I gave
her her book back the normal way. I think she's the one who needs
to grow up. And if you're reading this right now, GUESS WHAT?
I don't give a shit. Anyway, I can't wait til summer.

 
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Waiting for the time, to strike a cord and change your life.   
05:24pm 23/05/2005
 
mood: crazy
music: Atreyu- Five Vicodin Chased With A Shot Of Clarity
Today was a normal boring day at school. I'm beginning to hate school.
I am so sick of it. I can't wait until the summer! <3 Finals are coming
up and I sware I'm going to fail every single one except math and english.<3
Today i gave Carla her book back but I didn't get my fucking belts back GRR.
Well anyway me and jac were fighting over Atreyu and FATA and now ...

Jackies:

Alex Varkatzas (Screamer of Atreyu)
Brandon Saller (Drummer/singer of Atreyu)

Mine:

Francis Mark (Dummer/Singer of FATA)
Benjamin Perri (Screamer of FATA)

OMG WE ARE SO COOL, CANT YOU TELL!?!
 
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03:36pm 19/05/2005
 
mood: angry
Today was a gay day. So much gossip about me and my backstabbing lying bitch of an x-friend.
The story got switched around so much. The person isn't correct about what I'm mad at her about.
She must be really stupid considering SHE did it. Well today was pretty boring other than that.
I can't wait til the summer when I can go to the beach everyday, AND CAMP BERNIE!!!! '05 SUITE 15!

♥ Lauren
 
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07:22pm 18/05/2005
 
mood: content
music: DMB- Two Step
Today I didn't go to school. I just really didn't feel like it and I was sooo
tired so i said I had a stomache ache and i slept until 10 30. It awesome.
Then I watched the end of A Cinderella Story and then I watched Dazed And Confuzed <3
I can't wait til the weekend. Actually I can't wait til the summer.
I am SO sick of school.
 
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Relieved   
08:12pm 17/05/2005
 
mood: relieved
music: None.
Okay I'm started up Live Journal again. I don't know why I just feel like it.
I am so relieved I've had the worst couple of days until now. Some things
have been cleared up for me and I've realized what a lying skanky bitch
one of my friends is and I want to kill her right now. Well anyway... thats all for now.




Lauren
 
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07:36pm 27/11/2004
 
mood: chipper
music: Saves The Day-At Your Funeral
Okay... I don't know if I'm going to use this live journal anymore. I'll use it to comment on peoples live journals and stuff but now i have MySpace. I don't exactly know if people from live journal can comment on it. But whatever. I wonder if you can comment anonymously. But anyway, it's a lot easier than Live Journal.
 
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10:24pm 25/11/2004
 
mood: WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO
music: Northstar-The Pornographers Daughter
WEll. Today was Thanksgiving obviously.

It was good until like 20 minutes ago.

Wow. Today wasn't supposed to suck this much.

What did i get myself into. GREAAAAT.

Wow this really sucks.

Yep.
 
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05:51pm 20/11/2004
 
mood: amused
music: none

Yesterday i didn't do anything really except pack.

I'm in Shelter Island with Sarah.

We watched TV and went in the hot tub.

Now we're going out to dinner.

 
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08:32pm 16/11/2004
 
mood: GEE I FUCKING WONDER
music: hm
FUCK!!!!!!!!!
 
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08:16pm 13/11/2004
 
mood: cheerful
music: Made for TV Movie-Incubus
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Lauren
Birthday:June 24th, 1990
Birthplace:Mercy
Current Location:Rockville Centre
Eye Color:Blue
Hair Color:Dark brown
Height:5'1
Right Handed or Left Handed:left
Your Heritage:Italian and Irish mostly
The Shoes You Wore Today:Red cons
Your Weakness:My self esteem
Your Fears:lots of things
Your Perfect Pizza:normal?
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:getting a boyfriend. holy shit.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol, lmao, lmfao, haha
Thoughts First Waking Up:what time is it
Your Best Physical Feature:freckles and my hair-according to laura
Your Bedtime:11 on weeknights
Your Most Missed Memory:hanging out with the group every friday at lauras in 7th grade
Pepsi or Coke:coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:mc donalds
Single or Group Dates:dont know
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Nestea.
Chocolate or Vanilla:Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:cappuccino
Do you Smoke:No.
Do you Swear:Yes.
Do you Sing:yes
Do you Shower Daily:yes
Have you Been in Love:i dont think so
Do you want to go to College:yes
Do you want to get Married:Yes.
Do you belive in yourself:i guess
Do you get Motion Sickness:sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive:not at all
Are you a Health Freak:No
Do you get along with your Parents:not really
Do you like Thunderstorms:yes
Do you play an Instrument:no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:no
In the past month have you Smoked:No.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:No.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:Yes.
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no
Ever been Drunk:yes
Ever been called a Tease:yes
Ever been Beaten up:by my brother yes
Ever Shoplifted:no
How do you want to Die:i dont know
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:dunno
What country would you most like to Visit:no idea
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:blue or green
Favourite Hair Color:blonde brown or black?
Short or Long Hair:usually longer but not to long
Height:taller than me
Weight:?
Best Clothing Style:anything but wigger
Number of Drugs I have taken:None.
Number of CDs I own:Dunno.
Number of Piercings:a few but normal ones like lip or nose or eyebrow not like chin lmfao
Number of Tattoos:depends. you gonna meet my parents? than you better hide em 0:-)
Number of things in my Past I Regret:a few

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!


Yesterday was friday. I went to Scadutos.
Today is saturday, i am at Lauras and sleeping over.
 
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09:26pm 06/11/2004
 
mood: creative
music: None.
Right now I'm at Kait's.
But im grounded from the computer for two weeks. I think it's about one week now though.
Yep, it's really sad but my moms a bitch <---what else is new?
Ummm This weekend i didn't really do much at all except today i hungout with Kait.
I got a new pair of really cool pants.

Tomorrow Me and Jackie are gonna see saw. Yey. I'll be so scared.
If anyone else wants to come call my house. If you don't know
the number ask someone cuz that would be really weird
if i posted it on here. sooo yeah.

Leo if you read this i really wanted to hangout with you today
but Jackie's (Valenza) mom is an idiot and things got fuct up.
I probably won't talk to you for like a week unless im at
someone elses house. sooo

Ill update about everything that happens when im ungrounded.
For now PLEASEEE post about anything anonymously, a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, song lyrics, quotes, something like that.
 
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06:42pm 01/11/2004
 
mood: depressed
music: Saosin-I can tell there was a car accident here earlier.
Tom got home Thursday. he was here when i got home from school.

Friday i got home from school and then kait came over and we went into town. then we came home and talked to tom and jackie and jess cause alex was still sleeping (wtf? lmfao) then we went to the eye doctor and i picked out my awesome new glasses which i'll have thursday i think. then there was the party at gregs house. the bands were awesome. That was am amazing/magical night. LOL. everyone was so weird and flirty that night.

Saturday me and kaitlyn met up with James Scaduto Skye Gregerson and Jenny but that went all wrong. (lets not explain that). So me and Kait walked home and hung out with my brother, alex, jess and Jackie Deacon. Jen and Jac came over. We hungout and stuff. When Tom, Alex, Jess and Jackie went in the hot tub, me, kait, jen and jac had a dance party down here and i went kinda crazy and my head felt like it was gonna fall off my body. all my blood was in my head. i went outside and i was like tomm i dont feel so great and hes like "YOU LOOK HIGH! ARE YOU HIGH!? IF YOUR HIGH ILL FUCKING KILL YOU" and i was like uhh no and hes like haha i know. yep thats how it went down (k u can shoot me for that now). Jen and jac left at like 10 30 and kait slept over. we went to bed at 4.

Sunday Laura and Annie came over and we went trick or treating. I was a hula dancer. Laura was a biker, Annie was inspector gadget. Around 5 we metup with kait and went trick or treating more. then we went to my house and hung out for a bit. Then they left and i had dinner with tom and alex. then i hung out with them some more and we listened to music and stuff.

Today Kait came over after school. we raked leaves, jumped in them and took pictures. then we hungout with tom and alex cuz it was their last few hours here. tom and alex went to smoke a cigarette so me and kait wrote them letters. I told alex he better come visit soon and that him and tom better write me(their roommates). So kait took a pic of me and tom and i hugged him goodbye. then she took one of me and alex and i hugged him goodbye. then they left. then i cried. and now its now.

Now I can tell there was a car accidnet here earlier by saosin reminds me of them 'cause we listened to it about 20 times while they were here.

PS-Me and Mikey are friends again. WOOT.

I'll update tomorrow since we have no school.

I MISS TOM AND ALEX ALREADY.

♥ALEX FOREVER.

I'll be missing you Thomas Matthew.
 
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12:30pm 24/10/2004
 
mood: content
music: Tsunami Bomb-Say It If You Mean It
Friday i didn't do anything. It was pretty gay. But i got to read two whole books and they were really good. Now Annie is borrowing them.
Saturday Annie came over. We went to the homecoming game but we weren't really watching it. Just hanging out. We saw James, Scaduto, Alan, Chris Murphy, and Chen. They wanted to get pizza so we walked to RVC pizza and they had pizza. Matt came. Then we walked back to the game. Chris and Joey were there. We walked around and talked and stuff. Then we saw Kait and she gave me and Annie a ride back to my house. Me and Annie listened to music and i did her hair. We made her soon to be new screen name "BtifulInfidelity" then we walked to her house and her mom took us shopping and i got 5 new shirts. yey. Annie finally got Trisha a birthday present. Then we went to burger and her mom drive me home. Then i went online and talked to tom chris and skye til like 1. Then i went to bed.
Today i'm tired so i'm not really doing anything. I hate Sundays.

4 DAYS UNTIL TOM (MY BROTHER) COMES HOME! OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG I AM SOOOO FUCKING EXCITED. I HAVENT SEEN HIM IN SO LONG HOLY FUCKING SHIT.
ahhhh!!!
 
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06:27pm 18/10/2004
 
mood: crazy
music: Dead Poetic-Vanus Empty

MAJOR NEWS MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR ITS ABOUT MY BROTHER.

My brother Tom is coming home THURSDAY!!!!! FOR THE ENTIRE FUCKING WEEKEND!

OMFG OMFG OMFG I HAVENT SEEN HIM IN 6 MONTHS AND HE HASNT BEEN HOME IN A YEAR AND 2 MONTHS HOLY SHIT. Yeah, this is gonna be a little weird. but omfg. I am sooooooo excited. YESSS anyone who wants to meet my brother im me or talk to me in school so you can come over!

WHOOOOOOOOPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

 
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06:08pm 17/10/2004
 
mood: blah
music: None.
Friday was really boring. I didn't do anything until 8 when i went to babysit for my cousins for two and a half hours. I got 20 bucks. yey. Umm... Saturday i went to Jackies confirmation. She's finally
JACQUELINE NICOLE BERNADETTE VALENZA! YEYY. After that they had the party at their house and we just hungout. We confirmed Jamie and her Confirmation name is Atreyu (obsession) and we re-confirmed Jen and her confirmation name is Bernadette too of course. I slept over. We stayed up talking and reading poems in those Shel Silverstein books and we ate a lot of food and stuff.

Today is Sunday i got home at 12 and Lisa came over and we watched the Virgin Suicides 'cause its an amazing movie. Soon i'm going to my neighbors house for dinner and then coming home and doing stupid math homework. Iwish i knew how to post pictures 'cause i have pictures from last night.
 
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